stay low babe. stay low. that's what you always do

People do make mistakes. Another time is not mistakes, it is called choice. Learn from mistakes.

Yep. I do too. The mistake that I have done is trying to make a name out of myself so that I could stand out more. But in the end, it is in the wrong way. I have not stand out more like others, excel in studies etc. Instead, I stand out to be a common topic among others. And that's is totally no good at all. To be discuss about.

I once had made friend with. The friend told me a lot about bullying. At first I am hard to believe there is such people nowadays especially this school. But now I realise yeah. Why not? Its everywhere. Out in the street, which countries, which area, province. Countless. Once you are out of the norm, bully.

Each semester change, people change, class change. When you have no one else to turn to, you turn to someone new. And that someone new is a stranger, to be friends, you have to trust them. Perhaps you trust too much ended up backstabbing, so now you need to be caution. Not to give all out, and when you do that you are deem too fake.

WHHHHHHAT?

Yep. Life. Third world problems.

And another mistake I did is I kinda laugh too much in serious conversation or situation. I tried to laugh or smile to lighten up the mood. But it doesn't seem to effect. All I get was 'stop playing a fool', 'don't joke around', 'do you think this is a joke?' when I am not. Well, so next time when I get in this situation , I have to NOT smile, or smirk or whatever face expressions..  I have to give a straight face with emotionless. And that give the impression of arrogant  or proud, well each have to see situation.

THEN HOWWWWWWW?

Act lorh. Learn expressioning from tv. And learn. This is skill. Not many people is as smooth as you.

Last thing is that when you get close to someone with no ill intentions, mainly just to be friends in school, but that is not THAT people thinking about. Some people think like WOAHHHHH not so simple arh.

This is see people one. Some people are very complex and complicated.

And that's why . STAY AWAY.

Why do I often get to know these people? Because this is society like. No one is same or perfect or fits your criteria or suits you anyway.

I believe there are people who are my beneficiary. I needed in life to guide me.